Looks like I can just waltz on out about now. What good am I if all I'm viewed as is tiny and insignificant?

I guess all my efforts must have been a waste of time.

I wanted to say "Im sorry" for giving it up. I even felt guilty for it. The circumstances for my losing it were unexpected and unfortunate. Something had gone wrong and it had to be removed for my health. But, I am still Chaos in its whole, regardless, which gave me hope. But now, I'm not so sure I should say anything, or feel anything. Nothing except this little letter, which may or may not reach its source. A tiny letter in a webspace bottle. I am only directing this to one person, and should he find it, then he'll know everything about that arguement. Yes, I saw it. And what happened was completely out of line. Our friend is not corrupt in any way. He was your friend, wasnt he? Shouldnt it have been obvious that something was amiss on all sides? Things should not have gone the way they did, and now it has come to this...
But, that's not why I wrote this message.

In fact, I just wanted to ask a couple questions.

Did you even care? Did you even think for one moment that I was worth anything besides a tiny amount of power in which to channel? What I gave was everything and more. What I tried for was to protect, serve, and change our lives for the better. The mistake that I made that long while ago was one in need of retribution, but I believe that the punishment delayed itself. Tiny, small, and, obviously, insignificant. The sarcasm was obvious. The ridicule was there. Was it so hard to just look, and maybe see with your own eyes who it was you held in your hand?

Hello, its your Son.

I thought that maybe you would understand, that you would at least acknowledge the fact that I'm still here, and I still love you. And I do. I'm not heartless like everyone has claimed me to be recently. I care...

And yet... you asked why it was "so utterly important"? Like that? I'm still here. I was hurt by what you said. It was like being punished before I could even open my mouth. Before I was even brave enough to speak up, my hope was dashed like that.

I'm obviously unimportant, Dad, so take it back. I can survive without it.